PASRAH...

sepanjang sem lepas..... aku bharap peristiwa ini tak akan kembali lagi...akan tetapi....  ianya muncul lg....shit la..... knapa la otak aku sangat lembap..... bila la ko nak maju ke depan nie...nak kata tak baca... aku baca gak... tapi still lg stupid.... stupid....stupid....stupid.....!!!!!! bgs bhenti je la.....dr terus mhabiskan duit mak bapak.... !!!
kpd kwn2 ku..... im sorry..... klu utk ms hadapan kita tidak seperti dulu....mgkin aku tlupa yg aku tdk seperti kalian....aku kena baca utk terus maju depan... kita tdk serupa.... tahap pmikiran yg jauh bbeza... aku sering lupa diri....wahai kwn ku....ingatkan la daku jika aku tlupa diri...sedarkan aku dari mimpi yg sering melalaikan diriku ini.....
bubye~

aku yang pasrah........

finally....

yeahhh...finally....finally... segalanya finally.... finally cuti.... finally tdo aher n bgn aher juga... finally otak ku berehat dari banyak fikir.... finally ambik lesen....n last but not least... finally keboringan juga kat rumah... ahahaha... the most important thing..... finally ku tau dia masih disitu... n ada bsama ku....yeaahhh.... u rep me... im happy...

tak da pa nak share.... cuz xda pa pun aku buat time cuti... juz dapat percutian percuma kat myhome resort... dengan pakej ceramah motivasi selama sebulan lebih...ok la tu... 

harap2 lebih bermotivasi la hbs cuti nie...

i'll be there for you...

"I'll Be There For You"

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you 

yesss.... cuti.....

• wow.... xlma gk cuti.... da 1 gk paper.. TKP.... Teknologi Dalam Pertanian...wasehhh... mentang2 nma teknologi, nie blaja pun nota dlm laptop... woww...hrp2 x melencong la apa yg dibuka... apa lg klu da line... hbs laa.. hehehhe... 

• emm...cuti tk pa mk plh o... yg pasti, awl dec mmg bz sikit la...byk xtvt... blk kpg laa... bday keith laa... yg best ialah my best friend wed... woww...mst pergi nie...time dia tunang aku x g pun, ats sebab2 tertentu... kali nie mau make sure tida hlgn la... 

• pejam celik...mst hbs da cuti... waaa..... sebulan lebih jak pun... tapi mst hargai tu... hehehe...sapa yg nak beri cuti...next sem da sem 4...lg la sekejap jak... then sem 5 praktikal.. aku da setahun lbh lg... waahhh....chayok2...eemm...apa gk mk ceta o... huhu...lak type2 gk la.. mk mkn.... daa~

outing....lalalala~~~

• wahhh.... steady ku ri tk...sik da langsung sentuh nota PLP.... teror ko bie...hehhee.... dimulakan dgn bgn pagi... bgn pagi jak dah jam berapa... mula2 buka mata, jam 7lbh a.m... ala....gk awal... tdo gk.... then, buka mata gk..... apoooo...jam 11 lbh daa... heheheh...senyum2 jak bgn tek... bgn2 jak online... ngga pkembangan dunia la tek... kunun... then, dub msg, mbk g fc..mkn...tapi dimaklumkan fc n kk1 tutup...raya bh...plan pun tkr... bb a.k.a lieliana lennie c monkey dtg ke bilik son dimana ku n son tgh bingung mk mkn kat cney... ny mbk mkn kat luar... ok..jum...mkn... bebekalkan duit rm8 ku ke medan....hahhah...thanx to son cuz cover duit tmbng taxi tek.. hikhikhik...smpai kat medan, tjumpa pla EN.BALUN.. bapak aku la tu.... apa lg... hulurkan tgn dgn penuh kasih sayang tnpa segan silunya... hehehhe...nahhh...mau juak ny hulur2 tek... nasib baik dia tak buka syarahan kat tgh2 medan tu..klu tak.... cnfirm.... benanah telinga... hehehe...thanx to bapak ku....cewaaahhh...

• habis makan tek, around da corner jap....hehehe.... cuci mata ngga kasut...  ilex2 kat farley... then g teman c bb beli tiket bus... ka ya bru balik campus... smpai jak terus ke bilik dub antar tapau...lepak2 gk sia... adeehhh...mmg kurang kesedaran diri la nie...smpai kat bilik kdiri pun x juga baca2 nota ya... dgr lgu dgn si sonia gk... then cukup jam mandi...

• malam pla.... klua gk.... makan kat KFC.... thanx to MADAM CARLINA FREDDIE... cuz spon ktorg mkn kat kfc...tapi syg...ku sik mk mkn aym buat masa nie... ats sebab2 yg tak dpt dielakkan...tp daging lain aku mkn... aduhhh.... tapi tak pe....janji mkn bh... hehehe...makan2....gosip2 sikit dgn mdm... wasehhh.... byk juga cerita wlupun tak lama jak mkn... mdm byk keja.... btw... THANX AGAIN....TO MDM.... syg mdm.... wasehhh...

• eheeemmmm2.... itu la kisah aku utk sepanjang ari nie.... nw...aku nak smbung pa yg aku baca smlm... wahai nematod....segala jenis serangga... jgn la serabutkan kepala otak aku yg x berapa nk ok nie... wahai otak ku yg aku kasihi..jgn la pk bnda lain.... FOCUS!! FOCUS BIE!!!

updates

• holaa... adehh... ku sik tau pa mk ceta tk... 2 3 hari tk jiwang jak keja ehhh...ahahha..... saja jak.... sik da la fall in love... suka suki jer je... kdg2 mk juak rasa gney org bjiwang tek... seriously, im not ready yet to fall in love, in love or wateva... im still enjoy my life... wanna be like a bird... fly everywhere...ahahha... still got a lot stuff to do..to think about.....perjalanan ku masih jauh... diriku ibarat bdk kcil yg baru belajar merangkak.... merangkak anak tangga menara gading...ku harap akan sampai di atas...waseehhh... hahahha... masih ada kesedaran diri disitu yer..hehe.... sabar2...da setahun setengah lg....chayok2... then, bole la aku letak gmbar kat sebelah gmbar kakakku itu... setiap kali bgn tdur di rmh, mst aku tgk gmbar tu... jeles gak... aku jer xda tu.. huhu...

• semalam lg la best, aku jd pembantu pertanian utk bapak aku... wasehh... blm apa2 lg aku da aplikasikan... kakak aku pun x tau apa yg aku bgtau tu..cuz dia x blaja apa yg aku blaja..  gud one la.. aku da tunjuk sikit tu... bapak aku ada la muka bangga ckit tu...heheh.... hbs la aku cuti nie, dia bwa aku blk kpg, cnfirm bnyk bnda dia akn tnya nt... kena baca nota dlu nie b4 blk... PLP... ahahha...

One Sweet Day~~

One Sweet Day 

Sorry I never told you

All I wanted to say

And now it's too late to hold you

'Cause you've flown away

So far away

Never had I imagined

Living without your smile

Feeling and knowing you hear me

It keeps me alive

Alive

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven

Like so many friends we've lost along the way

And I know eventually we'll be together

One sweet day

Darling I never showed you

Assumed you'd always be there

I took your presence for granted

But I always cared

And I miss the love we shared

Although the sun will never shine the same again

I'll always look to a brighter day

Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep

You will always listen as I pray

>> wahhh...really fall in love wif diz song...<<