me...and the gang....

wahh... my xtvt...the last min plan..... check it out.....

yeahh~

tmenung jak keja

dub yg bz

mack 

tedah dub mk bgambar..

nice view..

bz ku ehh

wif fan

happy time..

satay la tek...

~tok la my xtvt td... tp < best, da org xda tek.. liza n cresty...lain kali korg 2 mst ada ok....~

is it you part 2...

• selepas beberapa minggu.....beberapa hari... aku kenal siapa dirinya... huhmmm..... mgkin kah dia org itu..... org yg mgkin akan mbuka kembali pintu hati ini setelah sekian lama ku tutup utk sapa2... jauh disudut hati, aku inginkan mu.... tapi aku takut akan kecewakan dirimu....aku bukan la seorang yang cukup baik untuk dirimu... ada peristiwa lampau yg mlanda diriku... yang membuat diriku takut untuk memberi harapan kepada sesiapa....mgkin lebih baik untuk diriku menjadi begini....menyintai tanpa memiliki....
• wahai dirimu... terima kasih ku ucapkan.... kerana begitu baik... dirimu telah mengisi kekosongan hati ini.... aku akui... dirimu bukan yg pertama.... untuk menjadi yg terakhir??? entah laa..tiada kata lg yg mampu ku ucap... biar la masa dan Dia yang tentukan hala tuju kita ini...
• hakikatnya... aku masih tak tau sapa aku sebenarnya,, apa yg ku mahu... ya... aku ada dia... tapi.... ada sesuatu yg masih meragui fikiran ini..... kisah lampau ku itu teramat sukar aku nak lupakan....mgkin ini la sesuatu yang telah diberi oleh Tuhan kpda ku... sekeping hati yg suci.... jalan yg tidak lg menyimpang...aku akan abadikan kisah lampau itu...tak akn pernah ku lupakan....  

aku... dan kesakitan....

hari nie... ku terasa seksa sangat.... nafas ku terasa tsekat di dada.... tsangat seksa.... terasa seperti dicabut nyawa dari badan... hanya Tuhan yang tahu apa ku rasa tadi... kenapa ku rasa semua nie tadi... ku kira itu adalah amaran dari Dia...agar lebih menyayangi dan mhargai kehidupan ini....

ku harap.. selepas nie benda nie xkan tjadi lagi... semasa rakan btanya adakah aku ok... tiada jwpn yang pasti yang boleh aku jwb... smada ya or x.... yang pasti ku mmg tak ok td... sedaya upaya mlangkahkan kaki utk smpai ke lab...ku tak mahu rakan2 bimbang..(mereka kesah ke pasal aku...?)... mesti la....x kesah kan....

walau apa pun.... thanx God...for everything...

kau bukan untukku.....

jauh disudut hati.... aku mmg inginkan mu..... tapi.... ku sedar sapa diri ini... aku bukan sapa2..aku entah apa2.... ku tahu kau inginkan nya.... dan ku tau juga dirinya sembunyikan sesuatu.... yg mungkin tentang dirimu.... dan dirinya takut melukai diri ini...wahai dirinya... aku bersedia terima apa saja berita tentang kalian... mungkin dirinya tidak menyimpan perasaan terhadap dirimu... tapi hatiku kuat mengatakan dirimu menyukai dirinya....

hanya dengan menatap wajahmu dari jauh... sudah cukup bagi diriku..... biarlah aku terus menyimpan hasrat hati ini.... mungkin itu lebih baik.... 

                                                       
                                                            ~ cinta dalam hati~ 

is it you???

im mean it....

WOMAN

I worked late but you don't wait up
My bones ache and i'm cleaning the place up
Sometimes i wonder if know i'm there

I sit down take off my make-up
I lay down but you don't wake up
Sometimes i wonder if you even care

I can't remember the last time you
Told me i'm beautiful, and i can't remember
Last time you said anything at all

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

Now i hope that you don't wake up
When it's too late to make up
You'll be the one that's alone and that's so sad

In time you'll find somebody
The truth is she'll never be me
And that's when you're going to miss what we had

When all i really needed to hear was "you're beautiful"

All i really needed to hear was anything at all

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

I'm not your friend who only needs you sometimes
And if i'm your lady
You got to treat me like...

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

Look at me
I'm a woman

my immortal..........

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave                                          

I wish that you would just leave

Because your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me

by your resonating light

But now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me